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Thanks for stopping by this page, As you can see this page is still "UNDER MAJOR CONSTRUCTION" Well I think these kinds of pages are always under construction. But anyway how do you like it though? hihihihi :o) yeah I love roses.. NO I`m not weird.. :o) well email me if you have any questions.. or just wanna drop some line to say HI is fine too me email address is located on the bottom of this page... and Please remember to check back whenever you`re free,cause i`m gonna do some changes later on, (whenever I have time
 
NAME:Courtney
AGE: 21



CURRENTLY LIVING IN : Nebraska..( a boring place to be at)

OCCUPATION: I just got myself a job at Osco Drugs.. hihihi It`s fun working there.. I work in the pharmacy department)

MUSIC: I like all kinds of music, If they sound good and have good meanings.. then they`re my types of music

HOBBIES:
Reading, Cooking,Chatting,Watching T.V Singing, Dancing there`s plenty more where that came from.. but I dont want to waste your time :o))

SHORT TERM GOAL: Save some money so I can travel this summer)

LONG TERM GOAL: Finish school, get married, have 10 kids.. and umm... hihihi travel to different places every summer :O)

PERSONALITY: I`m a very talented person, I`m nice, kind,sweet,caring,loving open minded I love to giggle.. for some reason I dont know.. hihihi and umm.. well there`s more.. but like I said I dont want to waste your time.




 

this is me







POEMS


I`m sitting here alone watching the rain that falls down from my window pane
I think I`m going insane cause you gave me was pain
Why did you hurt me so?
You once told me that you`ll never let me go
You once told me that we`ll be together until the end of time
Now why you gotta go and change your mind?
I still think of you each and everyday
Hoping that you`ll come back to me and stay
We were so happy in eachother`s arm
You gave me love comfort and warmth
Please dont leave me here crying
Please dont leave me here dying
Come back to me
And in eachother`s heart is where we`ll be




Dreams is nothing but fantasy
Fantasy of you and me
Fantasy that will never be
Never be reality
Dreams is nothing but thoughts
Thoughts of you tearing me apart
Thoughts of you breaking my heart
Dreams are not real but fake
It`ll dissapear when you`re awake




Now all I have is just memories
Now all I can see is memories of you and me
Picturing you and your love afair
Remembering times when you said you`ll be there
Remembering all those lies
Seeing all the tears when I cried
Feeling the pain when you`re not here
My head is full and I cant think clear
My head is fill with emptyness when you`re not near
But all you gave me was sorrow and fear



I thought you loved me
But that wasnt true
Roses are red violets are blue
I still love you
Will you say you love me too?

Love hurts, I know
Love hurts, We know
But why do I still love?
Why do we still love?
I wonder if I can still live without it
Wonder if we can live without it too
What would I do without you?
What would you do without me?
You, to me is just another fantasy
Me, to you is nothing but games
Wonder why I dont feel that way
Every thing is the same
Nothing but pain and sorrow
Nothing but tears and grief
Do we think of tomorrow?
Wonder where that arrow land
Hanging on hands in hands
Love hurt I know
you think so?


You said you love me cause YOU THINK i have a cute smile
you think...
You said you love me cause YOU THINK i`m cute
you think...
You said you need me cause YOU THINK I needed you too
you think...
you said you fear me cause YOU THINK I have a bad temper
you think...
You said you`re mad at me cause YOU THINK I`m stubborn
you think..
You said you dislike me cause YOU THINK I`ve changed
you think..
You broke up with me cause YOU THOUGHT that you dont love me anymore
you thought?
What happen to all your THINKING?


Remember the candle that burn on the stick?
Remember how you caresses me with your hand?
Remember us walking hand in hand?
Remember the ocean shore?
Remember how we needed eachother more and more?
Remember the love that we had?
Remember the guilt that you`ve added?
Remember the time when I wasnt there?
Remember how there was nothing for you to stare?
Remember all the pain that spreaded everywhere?
Do you still remember?
What all happened that summer?


Last night after we hung up the phone
I layed down.. feeling so alone
Thinking about what we`ve talked about
Feeling sad..and wanting to yell out
I missed you
Do you miss me too?
Cant concentrate
It`s getting pretty late
Still wondering why I`m so sad
Was it because you made me mad?
Or was it the way you spoke to me?
Thinking of you and your fantasies
Bringing out those old memories
Trying to close my eyes
Even though I`m feeling tense inside
Asking my self why..
Why you`ve made me cry..


Everytime I try to look in your eyes
There`s this thing that made me smile
Everytime I try to touch your body
There`s this thing that made me feel so lonely
Everytime I try to feel you
There`s this thing that made me sad N blue
Everytime I try to talk
I couldnt even feel you in my heart
Everytime I try to kiss
I feel like I`ve been disc
Disconnected from you
Now what am I to do
Except sitting here and waiting for some one new







 
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